From the minute that you got my attention I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it You would be the one who take this heart and hold it
You got that extraordinary way Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me
Nowhere else babe ,Don't think for a minute This love will change Oh you should know that
I'm so glad you made time to see me,How's life? Tell me, how's everything?
I haven't talk to u in a while
You've been good, busier than ever; We small talk, work and the weather
mY guard is still up, and u should know why
Because the last time we saw each other, Is still burned in the back of my mind
I gave u your fave blueberry , and u left them there without saying thanks.
So this is me swallowing my pride,giving u a second chance,
hoping that u will say," I'm sorry for that night" do you wish we CAN go back to December?
It turns out SUCCESS ain't nothing but missing you, Wishing how nice it would have been when you were mine; can we go back to December, turn around and make it alright?
These few weeks, I haven't been sleeping ,Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday comes, I think I won't call
Then I think about past summer/fall, all the beautiful times ,I watched you laughing from the passenger side, And realized I loved you in the winter ~~
And then the cold came, the dark days,When fear crept into my mind
I gave u all my love, and all u gave me was nothing~~ :((
I miss your texts, chats,calls and emails;
your sweet smile, your blue eyes~
U made me felt so happy And how you held me in your arms that night
Maybe this is wishful thinking, Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I am sure we can love right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the time goes by and you'd forgotten me, I understand
I still remembered the very 1st email I got from u in singlesnet.com. U said Im intelligent for knowing admin and hunting *shy* . So then I replied u saying I will like to learn fishing /hunting and I invited u to yahoo mesenger . At first,I shared my photos with u. No matter how many times I tried explaining to u on how to share pics,u just dont get it!! I hv to be honest,i dont like u that much from the beginning lol but next day, we finally got into real conversation ,and i enjoyed talking with u..
Anyway ,how can I forget that memorial weekend we had,tats when it made me realized I started to like u, till I myself also very confused.. It was indeed a very very special feeling that I had.We texted non-stop for 3 days,chatted and talked on d phone. I was working and I will called u during break and u had 3 days off from work.. so funny, my next question 4 u during texting waS when is ur birthday. U told me june 14,since then that date sticks to my heart :)
We used to chat,text,call, webcam and joke and one day u even became my online english teacher! i really miss those days!! unfortunately those moments were long gone . BTW,Im not sure u are aware, i already gave you a nickname long time ago. It is Artsie ~~ I laughed every time i think of that. How u dont like someone from the beginning and then u started to know and like him more! and the rest is history~~ Now,looking back,I hv to admit that we did hv alot of happy memories although in the past, we both ignored each other either intentionly or not LOL~~ its an ON & OFF process...Maybe its true that "we r not meant for each other" I know in my heart damn well that I cannot continue be with u like this.
U hv no idea ,We almost lost contact after I left USA last 2010! Thought its the end of us.. till u chatted with me in yhoo again~~ I love you,Artsie!! I hope I wont shed any more tears for us in the future. I miss you so much.
